i met this one Chinese guy, he's still in high school. I think he's quite mature but sometimes he can be funny. he always accompanied me at night (through chatting) whenever I can't sleep or busy with doing something, i told him I'll be fine but he won't sleep until i sleep. once it was almost 3:30am because i was studying for exam. i thought he's quite a nice guy and he could be straightforward sometimes, so i thought maybe i should be straightforward too. once at night, i was about to sleep so i told him, and he seems upset, i asked him if he still wants to talk to me, he said yes so i talked to him that night until he's ready to sleep. i asked him why he waited for me to sleep, he said he'll hug me if I'm upset. i feel comfortable around him so i told him about something that's been bothering me and problems, once i told him there's some creepy guys i met, he's quite protective type. I don't know if he's like that because of me or because he's curious. the point is i feel so comfortable with him until i become really straightforward person, i told him something like I don't want to sleep yet because i enjoy talking to him and i said he's the best friend I've ever met. i didn't realise i said that directly, i realized it after i said those. so I'm afraid if I'm being too annoying for being too straightforward or makes him uncomfortable..

the thing is i think I've caught feeling for him, so i just want to make sure why he did that, genuinely or just playing around or he's just a nice person before things get worst