I am sure A Guy as smart as you will figure it out

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in a routine numerical order that slowly spirals down to you ending up at a bar, drowning in your own drunken stupor and helplessness wondering why you, a grown adult, cannot manage your own time.... or you can just get a calender...

Spend 3 hours jumping into the river over and over again. Because you brought shame to your family. 2 hours lunch and nap then 5 more hours of jumping into the river. Go home and sleep.

Planing of time in China is not possible. Give up, maybe see if you can find inspiration in crimochinas post

Not too many answers for you here, Jason. Maybe you should tell us a bit more about the difficulties you're having.

"Time does not exist, but clocks do."
Albert Einstein

Eat, Sleep, Rave, Repeat.

Put the lime in the coconut. Drink it. See the doctor.